Marissa Kulwicki

marshamaymay @ 2005-07-06T22:57:00

2005-07-06T20:00:28Z

Today was a wack day my momma made me go out and search for a job and the luck in that category is bad. I have not hung out with any friends from clark since midnight madness and I feel kind of bad because I title them all as my best friends and that sucks that I have not hung out with one best friend yet. I have a soccer tournament this weekend in Fairborn and well that should be fun considering that im not in shape, but were staying in a hotel with a fitness room, an indoor pool and a resturant all for the price of 25 dollars. Now isnt that a good way to spend some money. Lately I have just been chillin at my house you know ol same ol and I mean I went outside maybe a couple of times. Due to try outs in going to miss the family vacation so Im staying with paige until the family gets back. Oh well maybe you people should uh call me sometime so you know we can all hang out but yea got to go peace.

marshamaymay @ 2005-06-23T15:40:00

2005-06-23T18:40:38Z

Emma My Court date is July 14th I am so scared on what they would do I hope it is not anything bad.

marshamaymay @ 2005-05-15T19:54:00

2005-05-15T22:54:12Z

JUNE 1st i am ungrounded hahaha i am so excited

marshamaymay @ 2005-05-05T18:54:00

2005-05-05T23:00:27Z

I AM FUCKED UP SCREWED NEVER AGAIN WILL I GET TO SEE YOU BECAUSE I AM IN A LOT OF TROUBLE

I did something really really bad the other day and not only was it really bad it landed me with a court date. I don't know what it was I was thinking but all I know was that I was not thinking the right thing. I was with paige, mark, and becca that day and it is going to be a day that I am going to regret for ever.

I put this all on myself ALL OF IT. I could only talk to one friend that night and it was Holly I felt bad because I did not tell the people who was actually worried and were with me. I hope that all goes well on my court date and that my least amount of troubles will be over with. NO longer will I have to think about this is all I want to do but its so hard for me to not think about it.

I Ruined it all.

Paige I was doing it for you and i'm sorry i shouldn of done it at all but I was trying to be a good friend but maybe I shouldnt of had to prove that to you because I think you already know that your my BEST FRIEND in the world and that I shouldnt have to prove anything to you

Becca im sorry that I did what I did it was kind of stupid of me even though u didnt get in trouble and I did it was like u saw what happened and it was a very scary moment.

MArk you my nigga im sorry I probably scared u also but then again you would probaly just look back at this and laugh.
I FEEL REALLY GUILTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emma and Molly Im sorry that I ruined the day today by saying that I can't go to prom with you guys im sorry

marshamaymay @ 2005-05-02T18:10:00

2005-05-02T22:24:21Z

WHO
who is your best friends?. Paige, Becca, Caroline, Mark and holly i guess
who do you like? not really anyone
who is your mom? Melissa.
who owns your house? my parents.
who bought you the clothes you're wearing? My Mom and paige gave me the hoody I am wearing.
who is at your house? just me my sister and my brother oh yea my step dad to.
who loves you? my friends I guess.
who said hey to you today? everyone who I talked to ha.
who are you talking to right now? Mark on Instant messanger.
who was your ex-boy/girlfriend? ha don't really remember.

WHAT
what city do you live in? cincy.
what are your pet peeves? ugly couples.and fat people sometimes
what are you wearing? some sweat pants a shirt and a hoody and of course some underwear silly.
what do your teeth look like? a lil yellow haha sike naw the mirror is two far away.
what are you doing in an hour? still watching television maybe on the phone.
what is your middle name? Chanel but I always thought it was Channel ha.
what is your deepest secret? dont really have one ha.
what are you doing tomorrow? school.
what is your boy/girlfriend's middle name? ha. if i knew i'd tell you.
what is in this for you? this survey? i dont kno just having something to do maybe.
what is your favorite thing to do? talk to people, watch movies,be with friends.
what are you sitting on? a blue chair that spins I really like it..

WHERE
where are you at right now? my computer.
where were you at at 12 noon today? with paige and them at lunch eating.
where is your toothbrush at? in the toothbrush holder in the bathroom.
where do you sleep? in my bedroom on the mattress's on the floor haha comfy.
where do you live? mason, ohio. soon to be amberley.
where were you at at 7pm yesterday? at the computer.
where is your boy/girlfriend? i dont kno maybe at josh's house .
where are your parents? Mmy mom's at the grocery and my stepdad is upstairs sleeping.
where did you put your bookbag? right here where I am at.
where do you keep your socks? in the bag there brand new.

WHEN
when was your first kiss? 8th grade.
when are you getting a job? actually i might have one on wednsday if this lady calls me back.
when did you graduate? '06.(hopefully)
when will you grow up? i have no single clue.
when are you going to call your friend? maybe tonight if I actually remember.
when did you get home last night? maybe 5 from skating.
when are you going to stop taking surveys? never, i like them too much.
when was the last time you had a fruit smoothie? never there nasty.
when are you getting married? hopefully never marriage is not for me.

WHY
why are you taking this? because there is nothing else to do right now.
why do fools fall in love? ha, dont kno.
why am I weird? i still don't kno.
why are you weird? i have never figured that out yet
why are you wearing what your wearing right now? because I was to lazy this morning to actually but a belt through the loops on my pants
why did you fail that test? because i'm retarded.
why don't you have friends? retard I do I think.
why did you just do that? do wat u dumbass?
why can't you get a boy/girl friend?ugh not to sure on that answer considering I have a boyfriend.
why do you live where your at? because were poor actually I have no clue ha

HOW
how did you know it was love? i dunno, i've never been in love.
how do you fix your hair? i don't kno
how are the kids? ...? dont have any but im sure they would be fine
how many hours do you spend on the computer? too many
how many TV shows do you watch? a lot. i love tv for some reason.
how did you find this survey? Zak's live journal.
how do you like it so far? it's pretty much the dumbest thing ever.
how may I help you? i have not a clue in sight.
how do you make sharpies? i dont know but they stink?
how many sharpies do you own? maybe two or three
how often do you say I love you? a lot. to my friends at least

marshamaymay @ 2005-05-01T17:23:00

2005-05-01T21:23:54Z

Another great weekend=another satisfied person.
So this weekend coming up is prom and only if i didnt buy a stupid ticket I wouldnt have to worry about this question
WHAT AM I GONNA WEAR?

Any suggestions! Leave a comment

marshamaymay @ 2005-04-26T16:49:00

2005-04-26T21:00:26Z

So lets see maybe its about time I actually write a real jorunal if u no what I mean just one where I can tell people what's been going on: So let start with last weekend when I got punched in the Stomach haah j/k but I went to becca's house friday after school it was Me,matt,josh jones,zak,The love of my Life Paige, Caroline,Mark (shows up two hours later maybe)emma chaney, and emily, and oh yea adam and joey. SO as u can see it was a house full. Saturday I went to emma's mom's house with her and that was a lot of fun then my mom picked me up from there. When I got home I chilled with lincoln, kapadre,Nick,Zane, Ethan and oh yea Aaron who I have been going out with for about a month an a half, just in case none of you non HUMANS knew that by some chance.
SO lately I have not really been doing anything at all although I really wanna have a cookout at becca's house and she wont let me but soon just be on the look out for it because it is definitly happening.

Saturday im going over to emma's house I mean her Dad's house mass people are going to be there and u should be there to its gonna be a PArty but one with out Flyer;s haha sike naw she would kick my ass just liek the black people did today in the hall way in between 2nd bell dude they kicked my ass I never was in so much pain like I was today it sucked mass ha.
Dude u should download some Hot Hot Heat because there a really good band and so is The Click Five u should download some of them also. But who am I to sit here and tell u wat to do haha o well get up off ur ass AND DO IT ANYWAY.

P.S. Holly if u read this then u should check this memo
Memo:
To: Holly A.Hofstetter(I think that's you middle inital)
From:Marissa (your love)

WE NEED TO HANG OUT IT has been forever
Love,
Marissa Kulwicki
P.P.S Im POLISH AND I SPEAK POLAND

xoxo to everyone else that knows me

Ere Yeah Unhuh YEAH!

2005-04-24T19:46:52Z

Paige loves it when I say this ERE YEAH UNHUH YEAH.

Im bored and im watching making the Band and there is much more Drama on here than there is in my life.

Emma, Molly, Marissa is the hottest prom dates in the world come see us May 7th and rip it up

I am crazy

LIMO RIDE=15 passanger van from Enterprise.

marshamaymay @ 2005-04-13T21:02:00

2005-04-14T01:11:27Z

bLoWfIsH186: thats fucking awesome dude you knwo you my number one nigga! and hell yeah i got mad m=lveo for you

GOSH I love that girl she is my heart man Paige I love you so much Best Friends Forever (I hope).

Ok but for other news
BREAKING NEWS: Today I landed a switch frontside 180 skating today and it was beastly

Oh yea in other news I am bored and im out

PEACE

If you have a question to ask me since im gonna be a professional from now as in 9:08 to today until I die then call me and ask my secretary and im sure we can set up an interview

Are we going to be friends forever? Asked Piglet. Even longer, Pooh answered. AWWW THAT'S SO CUTE IT GETS ME EVERYTIME

OH WELL IM OUT PEACE

marshamaymay @ 2005-04-12T21:37:00

2005-04-13T01:39:39Z

It has been a while since i have updated haah and I just dont kno Im mass bored right now ha.Im working on a math survey project and im talking to aaron,ethan,mark,paige,adreienne,and emma Chaney (since there are so many emma's). Im bored oh wait I already said that oh well call my cell and tell me about what's happening tonight!!!!

WOW! im suprised

2005-04-07T01:41:13Z

I really think that I will like this person for a long time!!!

marshamaymay @ 2005-04-02T01:06:00

2005-04-02T06:07:13Z

Im not afraid to tell you how I truly feel
when im with you my pain is healed
Not a single day when i don't think of you
My heart is open how about it be us two

marshamaymay @ 2005-04-01T14:51:00

2005-04-01T19:51:11Z

Im BORED haha

*UP AGAINST THE STEMS* CHECK US OUT

Read my survey you might be in it

2005-03-29T01:26:11Z

--LAST PERSON WHO--
Slept in your bed: ME silly
Saw you cry:NO one but me haha
Made you cry: My fucked up mom
You went to the movies with:I dont remember it's been that long
You went to the mall with: my mom
Yelled at you: MY MOM
Sent you an e-mail: Fucking Craig Miller
Said they were going to kill you: No one I hope im not on anyone's hit list
--HAVE YOU EVER--
Said "I love you" and meant it? yes
Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.? NOPE
Been to New York? NO
Been to Florida? YES Pensacola to be exact
Hawaii? no.
Mexico? no.
China? no.
Canada? YES NIAGRA FALL's

Danced naked? hasn't everyone
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? yes but it didnt happen the next day
Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? i get a bad feeling about everything so sometimes it happens.
Wish you were the opposite sex? no,
Had an imaginary friend? YES and by the way his name is Billy Joe and he is a Famous Country singer who Brand's cows also
--THIS OR THAT--
Red or blue? blue
Spring or fall? fall
Santa or Rudolph? rudolph,
Math or English? english!
What are you going to do after you finish this survey? Back to television
What was the last food you ate? Ham from last night's dinner
How many buddies are on? Only 8
Last movie you saw in theatres? DAy after Tommorrow
Last noise you heard? Music on my computer
What do you think of ouija boards? If I knew waht that was then I could tell you
What book are you reading now? Next Question (I don't read)
What's on your mouse pad? Tazmanian Devil
Favourite magazine? Modern Drummer
Worst feeling in the world? missing someone so much

Future daughter's name? Margarita I like that drink (so many nicknames)
Future son's name? JESUS
Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?NO
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? Own starbuck and burn it hahhaha
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? No not at all but if you teach me then i'm sure I will
What's under your bed? the floor
Favourite sport to watch? college basketball
Your Hair Color: dark brown .
Eye Color: dark brown,
Height Currently: 5'(Something)
Glasses/contacts: no!
Current Age: 17
Siblings: little brother, and two sister's
Siblings Age: 4 months,8,and,11
Location: cincinnati
College Plans: a college that I can get into
Any Piercings:my ears but I think they are closed
Best Friends: Paige,Holly,Becca,Caroline,Mark
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: boyfriend
Hobbies: Music,watching television, hanging out with friends,and playing the drums
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: i don't drive
Are You Timely Or Always Late: depends on the event.
Being Around People: love to

--RANDOM--
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: YES
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex : yes
Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yes
Are You Lonely Right Now: no
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yes but then again I don't want to
Do You Want To Get Married: no
Do You Want Kids: Hell no
--FAVORITE--
Room In house: Living room that's where the television is
type of music: most everything is appreciable
Song:All that i've got -The used
Memory: Going to josh wilfords party and that will always be my favorite memory because I was with paige,and holly and caroline who I love so dearly. I love becca also but she could not attend that event.
Day Of The Week:Friday
Perfume or colonge:Curve or adidas
Flower: Pink Rose
Month: July
Season:Fall
Location for dates: anywhere

--IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU--
Cried: no
Bought Something: no
Gotten Sick: Yea actually I have been sick all weekend
Sang: yeah of course I always am
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: no, because im not really in LOVE
Met Someone New: no
Moved On: i'm fine where i am
Talked To Someone: yes, actually alot of people
Had A Serious Talk: I guess you can call it that
Missed Someone: Yes I miss them right now PAIGE I miss you girl cant wait fro school to start again
Hugged Someone: not in the last 48 hours but I hugged paige good bye on thursday
Kissed Someone: wanted to
Fought With Your Parents: yes I do that alot recently
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: nope not really
Had a lot of sleep: nope I went to bed at 3 last night/morning

marshamaymay @ 2005-03-27T17:28:00

2005-03-27T22:28:27Z

Sorry Paige and Mark all the taking back sunday tickets are sold out.How about we hang out on that day and just listen to both of there cd's it will seem like were there

Everyone is gone

2005-03-25T16:09:39Z

Today is friday Good Friday to be exact and im just chilling at home. Yesterday I had gotten early dismissal and paige and emma had came up to the school to just chill with us so that was nice because once again Paige is leaving me and she is going to Key West. I missed her once and now im gonna miss her even more so hopefully we will hang out when she gets back. Holly has also left last night and went off to the Bahamas for a Cruise and she had just gotten back from her Rome trip and I missed her then and im gonna miss her again alot. So it's just gonna be me and Mark. im bout to order me mark and paige's Taking back Sunday tickets so im out peace.

Welcome to my world

2005-03-15T00:06:10Z

UC v.s IOWA Thursady
INDIANAPOLIS
Other school'a are gonna me in class while im where

OH YEA AT THE GAME (but it doesnt stop there)

KENTUCKY vs EASTERN KENTUCKY Thursday
INDIANAPOLIS following the Uc game And i'm gonna be at that one also

How lucky does this day get

O yea holly is back.............. so it can get lucky

Love,Marissa

marshamaymay @ 2005-03-13T13:05:00

2005-03-13T18:12:47Z

Well today is sunday and im a little in an emotional stage because Paige is leaving tommorrow for a week and she is almost like the only person that I talk to at school besides Becca who I love so dearly and my nigga mark who I want to commite crimes with in the future. I love paige so much and Im gonnamiss her because she is gone the whole week and then im probably not gonna hang out with her during spring break and its just a whole crazy whirlwind but I will be okay. I promise.

Londons party was last night and it was tight me and paige were chillin some not as much ad I wished we would of talked but we talked some and thats all that matters. There were a few people who were getting on my nerves and if u talked to me that night then im sure I told u who it was.

Well i out the games are on so holler at me later

paige I love you and im gonna miss you so much have fun and remember I got my (EYES OPEN) if u kno what I mean not that anything will happen.

Love,
Marissa

marshamaymay @ 2005-03-08T16:23:00

2005-03-08T21:24:43Z

OMG I have never had so much fun with joking around even though that thing that shouldnt be joked about isnt really that funny.-Paige knows wat im talking about

This weekend was okay I chilled with aaron and ethan just about the whole weekend except for friday i hung out with holly after school then I met up with paige caroline becca mark zak and emily and went to the the Wonderful Clark Talent Show and if u ask me is was alot of fun.

Saturday i plan on going to london's party high as hell and geting on someone haha actually maybe I will just go to the party high and not get on someone I was just playing around haha but im sure I will have alot of fun ha..

marshamaymay @ 2005-03-04T09:19:00

2005-03-04T14:19:23Z

Today there is absoulutly nothing to do but to hang out with my nigga's like paige and mark and becca and maybe holly i dont't know about that yet.

marshamaymay @ 2005-02-28T09:20:00

2005-02-28T14:32:51Z

The past five days what have I been up to:

Wensday February 23rd, I head out for my journey to South Carolina for a Steel band trip. Im gonna miss everyone because I will not be there for my birthday unfourtunatly... But it's all good im sure I wouldnt be spending it with no one but my self anyway.

Thursday February 24th I was still in South Carolina...........

Friday February 25th I grew in age and I am now 17 Since No one else will say it through Live journal, I figure that I will say it to myself. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA I LOVE YOU......(ha ha)

Saturday - Sunday 26th,27th I am STILL im South Carolina, And I still miss everyone but it's all good because when I get back nothing will ever change.

The trip was okay I was just bummed out because It was my birthday and I was not able to spend it with the people I love. Although I had numerous phone conversations with those people while I was gone that still did not change the mood was in at all. MY status right now is CONFUSED, and BUMMY but i was always a bum and confused so I guess that you can say that, it doesnt really count but who care's anyway?....

Im sitting in study hall because I moved and unfourtunatly my computer is not hooked up in the new area yet so this is the only time i can do it plus I do not do my work anyway so its ALL PERFECT.

I wish that there were many days where I can just go back and erase so many things. Mistakes I've made, and even the dates for this trip, but im sure that it will never happen and I am just to sit here and regret single thing that I had done. but I dont want to. I do not mean to hurt people and I do not mean to make people upset or (dissapointed) but when all you have is yourself and when all you can look out for is yourself then I guess that's when the other side of you that kno one has seen yet come's out.

Im really bored and I really miss everyone especially the one's that I see maybe 3 times a month (Holly), but you know it's only the greatest wish that can change everything.

"She called last night, Still waiting for a reply. This static contact is pulling us apart."-Hawthorne Heights

Adrienne,and Molly I love you girls let's do something this weekend.

Love,Marissa

marshamaymay @ 2005-02-22T14:27:00

2005-02-22T22:29:20Z

mark06soccer: ..I wanna know who called the cops?

WANTED

?

Anonymous tatle tale

REWARD: Dead or Alive

marshamaymay @ 2005-02-21T14:26:00

2005-02-21T19:41:56Z

What could this world so Possibly be coming to. i mean like seriously I have never had so many fucking haters in the world, and the funny thing is that there all fucking hating on me. Yea you know like all those people who you think are your friends really are not and there all fucking liars. But again things that I say can make people either hate me or can make me lose some friends. Im quite sure that I do not want for that to happen. But to let the drama part go off the table let's talk about something fun for a change.

So I woke up on Sunday and I was a lil under the weather and I was just thinking like no this can not be happening to me because I wasa really happy about what was going to happen today. Dinner @ BW3'S yea I kno you wish you were there. But you are not one of the biggest B****'s on the planet so I mean im sure you wouldnt wanna be there with us.

Dinner was tight as hell I was there with Holly,molly,Adrienne,and Frankie. And holly baked me a Cake and bought me a movie and gave me a card and I was just thinkin like well that's nice of her.And you kno I mean i got love for her that's my nigga. So we went to holly's house chilled then meet up with danny,devon,tyler,evan,and some stalker kid named Nik. But anyway we hung out with them got blazed you kno the usual.

We spent the night at Adrienne's house and I aint gonna lie i was being a bitch but i wasant being on first and that doesn count but i mean my day was all right at night but at the dinner it was mass cool.

Woke up went to breakfast looked at my CORN on my toe and chilled.

Then more drama wanted to enter my life and ppl continue to talk shity about me. They should be lucky im not a pshyco because I am not crazy but trust me they make me CRAZY ha.

CALL ME FEBURARY 25TH DURING THE DAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY 509-7103

I had fun this weekend and thanks for the lovely day/s ladies I love you guys. Holly,,molly,Frankie and Adrienne, thanks

marshamaymay @ 2005-02-20T11:07:00

2005-02-20T19:22:37Z

I am so fucking sick of this like its not even a way to explain it. Holly's name is holly, but Marissa sounds completly different why does everything that envolves Marissa have to be im not going because of Holly!!! I do not think that we have the same name. It's funny because all those people who say that im not gonna go because of "Holly" is the same people who I thought was my friends but there is a word for people who do things like that and that word is "FAKE". At lunch I sit by myself after this whole deal with paige and them have happened because none of my fake friends wanna sit next to me they don't even say Hi to me. What do you think abou that? I honestly think its stupid. So im planning this dinner for my Birthday and I want all my loved one's (friends)to be there but you wanna know the out come of that. "Holly's gonna be there you guys are annoying when your with holly". So im stuck with the people who dont have a problem with that. The people who I got love for and the one's that love me. I think its terrible how your real friends wont even come and see/hang out with you on your birthday. But I guess its all my fault, and i did this to myself. But the ? is what did I do to myself.

marshamaymay @ 2005-02-19T09:44:00

2005-02-19T14:44:49Z

Today as In Well friday was a good day. I chilled with Frankie,Maria,and,Melissa. And you kno the usual somethin else had came up and It wasn't to pleasing to me and the gang so you know we had to thinnk about that one. Maria has been farting all morning and it smells like shit. But she did that also haha so I guess it doesnt matter.